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Wednesday, December 24th, 2008
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12:17 am - SO diary
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I got into UCF.
and CAN u believe it.
Im moving on the 3rd of january 2009
WOW
IT going to be weird. But it has to happen. i cant not go to school so AHH
I think ill be writing in here so more to document how its all going...
Im going to live in riverwind apartments. AHH
I just dont know whats going to happen hehe but we will see!
xoxo
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| Thursday, September 4th, 2008
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11:50 pm
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i have so many secrets in my life its not even funny!...some people dont understand what its like
im bored when that happened i go to thinking about people....and its not always goood!! ughhh
I FREGGEN BOOREED
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11:41 pm
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its been so long
who know whats been going on...
I dont know anymore
what am i living for
i would love to have a purpose to life..
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| Friday, October 12th, 2007
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8:27 pm - I JUST WANNA SAY FUCK!
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I am outside,
And I've been waiting for the sun.
With my wide eyes,
I've seen worlds that don't belong.
My mouth is dry,
With words I cannot verbalize.
Tell me why,
We live like this.
Keep me safe inside,
Your arms like towers.
Tower over me, yeah.
'Cause we are broken.
What must we do to restore,
Our innocence,
And all the promise we adored?
Give us life again,
Cause we just wanna be whole.
Lock the doors,
'Cause I'd like to capture this voice.
It came to me tonight,
So everyone will have a choice.
And under red lights,
[We Are Broken lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]
I'll show myself it wasn't forged.
We're at war,
We live like this...
Keep me safe inside,
Your arms like towers.
Tower over me.
'Cause we are broken.
What must we do to restore,
Our innocence,
And all the promise we adored?
Give us life again,
'Cause we just wanna be whole.
(Ahh...Ahh...)
Tower over me... (Ahh...)
Tower over me...
And I'll take the truth at any cost.
'Cause we are broken.
What must we do to restore,
Our innocence,
And all the promise we adored?
Give us life again,
'Cause we just wanna be whole.
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| Wednesday, September 5th, 2007
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10:50 pm - i donnot
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SO...
School...
i started school...enthusiastic i was so excited about it starting...
It started and its like the 3rd week of school but we've only had 5 classes so far..
The first day was cool.. haha
1st hour..
Dickson..
He came in 5 minutes late.. well i like to put it as wheeled in..
He was all about rhetoric.. and talking about the names parents imposed on their children... it was all long and boring. but seriously whatever.
2nd hour...
Steen
Omg she came in late too
whats up with that...she was high of caffeine and very interesting..her wardrobe does not suit or compliment her body type. but whateverr
Her class doesnt seem like its gonna be boring i mean its MATH woot.
3rd hour....
First they never sed we'd be connected to strake... they can see us and we can see them..
we were all wondering is we were in the right class
then she came in Dr. Prince.. she is the loudest teacher ever and i dont think she loses her voice..
that class is gonna be awesome. its already funny... and she is a doctor seriously! she knowssss tons and u can ask her advice..
4th hour...
Tedeger
Omg this teachhher is soooo boring the answer to everything is railroads.
all he does is lecture.and its like omgg how boring.. ive already skipped this class. lik this is boring.... omg... i cant wait for this class to get more interesting.
ok well
Then there just life and people.. and im just thinking what was i thinking...where was my mind. why did i get caught up in that...i change my hair when something effects me changes me and then i feel like out with the old.. and i change my hair alot between then and now...and i finally have just come to an end..and am ready for something different...im ready for an out. a new thing to arise..ive disconnected with the people i thought were important to me...and realized that it wasnt so.
I refuse to become a part of the boomerang Generation. When i leave. i will not come back. <thats something i learned from mrs prince. i dont want to have to come back. ive done this education kind of on my own.. i was never pushed...or told to do homework i just did it.. i set my own goals.
Im suppose to be writing a paper but i guess i can do that tomorrow before work. it actually hasnt been to bad i mean the people are annoying but the co-workers are great. I have two awesome papers to writeee woot
i really am into this music... its kinda sad
Im also disappointed by people...things i saw for themm they dont see for themselves. they think they r better then others but with that attitude your not gonna get anywhere and will end up in disappointment and failure
i believe the world is burning to the ground..
current mood:  cold
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| Thursday, August 23rd, 2007
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2:01 am
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im probably one of the meanest persons ever!
but omg
i need to say
YOU'RE STUPID
haha (no need to say who)
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| Saturday, July 28th, 2007
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10:23 pm
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Hey, ja-ja-jaded
U got your mama's style
But you're yesterday's child to me
So jaded
U think that's where it's at
But is that where it's
Sposta b
You're gettin' it all over me
Ex-er-ated
My, my baby blue
Yeah, I've been thinking 'bout u
My, my baby blue
Yeah, you're so jaded
And I'm the one that jaded u
Hey, ja-ja-jaded
In all its misery
It will always b what I loved
And hated
And maybe take a ride to the other side
We're thinkin' of
We'll slip into the velvet glove
And be jaded
My, my baby blue
Yeah, I've been thinking 'bout u
My, my baby blue
Yeah, I'm so jaded
And baby I'm afraid of u
You're thinking so complicated
I've had it all up to here
But it's so overrated
Luv and hate it
Wouldn't trade it
Luv me jaded
Hey, ja-ja-jaded
There ain't no baby please
When I'm shootin' the breeze with her
When everything u c is a blur
And ex-ta-ceez what u prefer
My, my baby blue
Yeah, I've been talking 'bout u
My, my baby blue
Yeah, I've been thinking 'bout u
My, my baby blue
Yeah, you're so jaded (Jaded)
Jaded (Jaded)
You're so jaded
Cuz I'm the one that jaded u
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| Friday, July 20th, 2007
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2:51 am
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Omg its almost 3 am WHy are people asleeep????
So todayy i was surfing youtube! and ohh the memories resurfaced and ohh how sadd is thattt....
its soo boringggg
i wish i had guts..
Hairspray is out! i gottta see it! YESS
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| Wednesday, July 18th, 2007
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10:41 pm
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IM watching waiting
if the food sucked the last 4 times why are you coming backk
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2:18 am
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all in all
Thinking...
FYI
to you PERVS!
I might say something u might think it...it doesnt mean its true!
and it doesnt mean you have to say it!
Just cuz SEX is always on your mind doesnt me its on MINE
UGH!!
I dont do or say certain things FOR SEX!!!
like you PERVS!
THANK YOU!
LOVE YOU!
LIVE YOUR LIFE FREE!!
OMG..nvm not going there
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| Friday, July 13th, 2007
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4:55 pm
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HAHAH
R u serious!
u need a job... becuz u need money...
Well u have to sacrifice things when u have a job...
how stupid r u!
Id need this week offf...then id need this onee.....thennnn id need thiss one in less then a 2 month period!! ugh how stupid is that!!!
hahah i love how people think what others do it easyyyy
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| Tuesday, June 12th, 2007
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12:31 pm
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I really do hate this!
School is just getting to me... my decisions are bothering me... Ugh
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| Monday, June 11th, 2007
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6:15 pm
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| Thursday, June 7th, 2007
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4:21 pm
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| Friday, June 1st, 2007
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5:20 pm
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OMG
Things have chnged
i just feel like stating
Hair color shouldn't matter!
Its superficial. I mean you can change it whatever color you wont
Really why would you base somehing on hair color!
I dont think i cut off all ties! i think some of it was ur fault!
I tried hard but this is the only way! and guess what im not missing you! and Really dont care what you think!
If you think im judgemental you dont know me. I might Judge you buttt I dont hold that against you!
Another thing
HATE THE SIN NOT THE SINNER
You r no one to judge me. my only judge is the one up above. = D
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| Sunday, May 13th, 2007
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10:26 pm
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"Lullaby"
Hush my love now don't you cry
Everything will be all right
Close your eyes and drift in dream
Rest in peaceful sleep
If there's one thing I hope I showed you [x2]
Hope I showed you
Just give love to all [x3]
Oh my love... in my arms tight
Every day you give me life
As I drift off to your world
Will rest in peaceful sleep
I know there's one thing that you showed me [x2]
That you showed me
Just give love to all [x3]
Let's give love to all [x2]
Just give love to all
Let's give love to all
Just give love to all
Let's give love to all
This song totally gets to me...
I dont know why.
People r histerical!
they r stupid.
so is their reasoning.
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| Tuesday, May 8th, 2007
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11:07 pm
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OMg so i got a NEW CAR
Its pretty sweet.
I cant wait for this week to be over. I feel lik i wanna go back to school.
work has been prety good
I guess im just waiting. i wish i were older. i already want next week to come.
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| Friday, May 4th, 2007
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1:11 pm
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i saw spider man last night. it was so good i fell asleepp. (sarcasum)
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| Tuesday, May 1st, 2007
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2:12 pm
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Ok so..i have to go to work at 4..meanwhile why not write about how i've been feeling....
Yesterday was the first day of Finals!
I went to my classes then studied for finals..at starbucks with John and DeeOhhGee
it was cool...then i went and took my final.it was perdy easy..sure why not...
I went home..got more coffee..got ice cream..went on studying for my final in social problems..i decide why not sign on see who's on take a break... rightt
It so was not a good idea...
I got into a heat convo...
First of all..
I dont understand/ get the way u did what u did. why didnt u tell me before anything else happened. Yes u did lead me on. for such a long time.
Yes and your excuses.. r nothing but excuses..there are no good reasons. every single excuse.
Ugh how u made me mad..why did i bother. nothing made sense..but still i choose to like u how did u not know. why didnt u like me back. or atleast tell me you did.
i didnt imagine this.. u r just Ugh!
I cant believe it
And YES John is my good friend...i can tell him anything.. and u couldnt tell me that little tid-bit of information..
Why is this still running through my head....
every word you said.
Useless....
I'm suppose to go cold turkey..its the only way i get over things.... not like u even know this exist.
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